The "bubblegum dream" is where you are trying to talk clearly to someone else in the room, but you cannot remove the huge wad of gum in your mouth.
You attempt over and over to remove the pink, sticky glob but there is too much. You end up frustrated and not saying what was on your mind.
I used to have this dream often as a child. I tend to have it before family gatherings also. Go figure.
Today I had the experience of where I was able to remove the bubblegum and express my point of view. My family did not like it. It was of differing opinion than what they believe and they felt threatened. How disappointing. An argument erupted and people not involved felt it necessary to defend. I can appreciate everyone's opinions and need to express- but today was messy and stressful. I think it was best explained by my kid today when he said that sometimes he felt like a bulldog where " his eyes rolled to the back of his head and he just defended with instinct". Another way to put it is- "When the Bull sees red, there is no stopping him."
I realize that there is lots of ambiguity and generalities in this description of today's events. I apologize for that but I am still figuring it out. Today was exhausting and filled with loss, but I would have posted this commentary (again)- even if I could go back in time.
FYI: Hypothyroidism which is common in dogs, can lead to aggression and biting. Chronic back or spinal pain can lead to aggressive behavior also. If after a veterinary check up your dog is fine, serious social training and conditioning may be called for. Do not hesitate to retrain your dog. A happier life can be achieved for all.
Just found out that a family friend has passed away. Too young, unexpected, and sudden. Live while you're alive folks. Throw that bubblegum to the curb. Use your voice and celebrate it.
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